I want to know the structure of your heart. Why do you tear my broken soul apart? Is this a dream or my reality? Love comes without after warranty.
I want to run away, you tell me nothing else but lies. I try to run away, cause I just want to live my life. I want to run away, as long as I see you by my side. I try to run away, but I can't find a place to hide.
No, I am not your fucking second choice. No, I am not turning down my voice until you understand there's nothing to comment, until you realise that we could touch the sky.
Can you feel it's out of control? Can you feel there's nothing at all?
Enough of whimpering, now I'm standing on my own feet.
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Hell I've never felt so alive before. I'm still struggling through everything and I realised that I can't run away from reality. I have to be brave and strong enough to face all this. Afterall, that's how life is isn't it? It would be meaningless without the challenging obstacles. That is where we learn what life is all about.
Yesterday, I went to Roy's open house. Ijan and Marnie picked me up at my voideck and we made our way there. I was very glad they wanted to fetched me cause the moment I sat in the car, it started to rain heavily. We were the third guest to arrive and the food there was appetizing! Then there were cute kids running everywhere when more guests arrived. I love those kids, all of them looked so adorable!
Next stop, Lina's crib for open house too. I met Ekin at Woodlands Interchange and we bused there. I was too full to eat but I don't want to upset the host there, so I ate half bowl of Laksa which still I was unable to finish. So Ekin the hungry ghost helped me finish my food up. Hehe! We stayed abit longer to catch up on things and I head home.Now, I have to get ready to visit my Mama in hospital. I really hope she's all fine after the operation. You have our prayers dearest auntie!
Well, blog again soon.
Tchau.